Sunday, July 17, 2022

[PHOTO STORY 4: STRUGGLE] The Self Reflection of An "Overachiever"

 By: Abbegayle Stallons

Disclaimer: I chose to do this assignment on myself, as someone who thinks that they are overachieving and "killing it" because I took a full load of summer classes, moving across town, and a part-time and full-time job while I have two dogs. 

My struggle is that while I aim to accomplish "everything", I miss out on taking care of basic needs at times, miss deadlines, forget things, and make a mess in the process because of my schedule.


There are empty coffee mugs all over the house.
Some gone cold, some have been forgotten and left half finished. Most haven't been taken to the sink.  

The flowers in the window sill, from 2 months ago, are now dead.
They haven't been pressed in the book that they were supposed to be pressed in.

I am just now cleaning up the mess from the birthday party we had for my sister a few days ago. 

 
The laundry I packed a while ago is still sitting on my bed, waiting to be moved.

I am organizing the bathroom for the first time in forever, finally getting to my to-do list. 

The laundry I am beginning to fold has been waiting on me since Friday afternoon. 

I am putting away my medicine cabinet in a better area to remind myself to take my vitamins and my migraine medication.


It is time to take out the moving boxes and trash that has accumulated. 

I starting to move things into my office.
It took me a while to clean up the room before moving in. 

I just broke my new blinds.
I was rushing to get things arranged before I had to log in for a meeting for work.

Now it's time for me to sit down and go through my planner. 
I have to make sure that I get everything written down for tomorrow and checked off for today before I go to sleep. 

I am finishing up my day of homework, scheduling work meetings and my to-do list.
It's Sunday at 1am.

I stare at the mess on the table from rushing around all day.
I'll get it done tomorrow.

I get my dog up to take her on a walk before the end of the day. 
She reminded me a minute ago. 

The mess and keys on the table reminds me that I need to move my car.

I am looking for a snack but I realized I did not get groceries today. 
Grocery shopping was on my list. 

I am about to unpack my bags from last week's trip, because the mess is blocking my side of the bed. 

I am reminded by the dripping faucet that I forgot to load the dishwasher.
I need to do that before bed too. 

Lastly, I walk past this mountain of boxes I need to move to the trash before it comes on Monday morning. 
Tomorrow I have so much more to do. 

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